its a tug-o-war between good and evil, except for me its between manic depression and apathetic cynicism.


i wonder if i should stop trying to find the good person that i used to be, maybe he was never really there. maybe im just a good actor. well fuck me sideways.



happy sparkely shit day.

you're tired. go to bed.

and don't listen to your heart.

errr.

i had spaghetti for dinner.

i realized how much i fucking love spaghetti.

if spaghetti were a women we would have a noodle wedding and make meatball children that i'd eat.

its only half cannibalism.

.... 0_0

i just took a 20 minute jog and i feel like my legs are going to break in half.

pathetic.

today's gonna suck.

uncomfortable.

i really wish this would stop bothering me.

so i can get some sleep.

then dream about it...

.... what a dick.

so.

i kinda want my brain to start working again....

so i can be interesting for more than 2 minutes.

fuckin shit.

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wish you were here old man.

i wonder what you'd say...